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11 DAYS AGO.

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GOD ACCEPTED THAT TOTAL SURRENDER FROM MY HUSBAND.

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AND THEN CALLED HIM TO HIS SIDE.

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MORE THAN ANYTHING,

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CHARLIE WANTED TO DO,

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NOT HIS WILL,

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BUT GOD'S WILL.

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I ARRIVED AT A UTAH HOSPITAL TO DO THE UNTHINKABLE.

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TO LOOK DIRECTLY.

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AT MY HUSBAND'S MURDERED BODY.

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I SAW THE WOUND THAT ENDED HIS LIFE.

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I FELT EVERYTHING YOU WOULD EXPECT TO FEEL.

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I FELT SHOCK.

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I FELT HORROR.

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AND A LEVEL

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OF HEARTACHE.

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BUT I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW EXISTED.