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TAKE YOU UP ON THAT. AND HE DID
WITH CHARLIE. 11 DAYS AGO, GOD

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WITH CHARLIE. 11 DAYS AGO, GOD
ACCEPTED THAT TOTAL SURRENDER

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ACCEPTED THAT TOTAL SURRENDER
FROM MY HUSBAND AND THEN CALLED

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FROM MY HUSBAND AND THEN CALLED
HIM TO HIS SIDE. MORE THAN

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HIM TO HIS SIDE. MORE THAN
ANYTHING CHARLIE WANTED TO.

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ANYTHING CHARLIE WANTED TO.
>> DO NOT HIS.

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>> DO NOT HIS.
>> WILL, BUT GOD’S WILL. AND

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>> WILL, BUT GOD’S WILL. AND
OVER THESE PAST 11 DAYS,

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OVER THESE PAST 11 DAYS,
THROUGH ALL THE PAIN, NEVER.

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THROUGH ALL THE PAIN, NEVER.
BEFORE HAVE I FOUND AS MUCH

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BEFORE HAVE I FOUND AS MUCH
COMFORT AS I NOW DO. IN THE

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COMFORT AS I NOW DO. IN THE
WORDS OF OUR LORD’S PRAYER, THY

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WORDS OF OUR LORD’S PRAYER, THY
WILL BE DONE. GOD’S LOVE WAS

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WILL BE DONE. GOD’S LOVE WAS
REVEALED TO ME ON THE VERY DAY

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REVEALED TO ME ON THE VERY DAY
MY HUSBAND WAS MURDERED. ON THE

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MY HUSBAND WAS MURDERED. ON THE
AFTERNOON OF SEPTEMBER 10TH, I

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AFTERNOON OF SEPTEMBER 10TH, I
ARRIVED AT A UTAH HOSPITAL TO

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ARRIVED AT A UTAH HOSPITAL TO
DO.

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DO.
>> THE UNTHINKABLE.

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>> THE UNTHINKABLE.
>> TO LOOK DIRECTLY AT MY

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>> TO LOOK DIRECTLY AT MY
HUSBAND’S MURDERED BODY. I SAW

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HUSBAND’S MURDERED BODY. I SAW
THE WOUND THAT ENDED HIS LIFE.

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THE WOUND THAT ENDED HIS LIFE.
I FELT EVERYTHING.

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I FELT EVERYTHING.
>> YOU.

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>> YOU.
>> WOULD EXPECT.

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>> WOULD EXPECT.
>> TO FEEL.

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>> TO FEEL.
>> I FELT SHOCK, I FELT HORROR

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>> I FELT SHOCK, I FELT HORROR
AND A LEVEL OF HEARTACHE THAT I

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AND A LEVEL OF HEARTACHE THAT I
DIDN’T EVEN KNOW EXISTED. BUT

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DIDN’T EVEN KNOW EXISTED. BUT
THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE TO.

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THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE TO.
EVEN IN DEATH, I COULD SEE THE

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EVEN IN DEATH, I COULD SEE THE
MAN THAT I LOVE. I SAW THE ONE

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MAN THAT I LOVE. I SAW THE ONE
SINGLE GRAY HAIR ON THE SIDE OF

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SINGLE GRAY HAIR ON THE SIDE OF
HIS HEAD, WHICH I NEVER TOLD

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HIS HEAD, WHICH I NEVER TOLD
HIM ABOUT. NOW HE KNOWS. SORRY

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HIM ABOUT. NOW HE KNOWS. SORRY
BABY, I’M TELLING YOU NOW. BUT

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BABY, I’M TELLING YOU NOW. BUT
NEVER TOLD HIM. DIDN’T WANT TO.

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NEVER TOLD HIM. DIDN’T WANT TO.
I ALSO SAW THIS. I ALSO SAW ON

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I ALSO SAW THIS. I ALSO SAW ON
HIS LIPS THE FAINTEST SMILE.

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HIS LIPS THE FAINTEST SMILE.
AND THAT TOLD ME SOMETHING

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AND THAT TOLD ME SOMETHING
IMPORTANT. IT REVEALED TO ME A